laced-with-cyanide

Some things never change.. unfortunately, regardless of how long you wait and hope that time will forget, you will once again be reminded of how right you were in the beginning. I don't know why I still bother trying, I guess I just don't learn, maybe I'm incapable of grasping some hollow but truthful concepts in life. Yet, I still keep going, and probably will continue until theres absolutely nothing left to push forward, until I'm left standing alone.. yet again, surrounded by all the shattered pieces that were once my entity, uselessly scattered all around where I once wholly stood.

Drinking cough syrups by the bottle, now debating on whether or not to start shooting this shit up in order to feel the slightest relief of any kind. Anyone know of any old traditional remedies for a cold & fever? Europeans? Anyone?